Oh, gloomy days.

HAI GUYZZZZ.

Okla, sorry for not updating. Ever since leaving home and then moving in to my new house, I've been so busy. I only manage a weekly skype call to friends and family ok that's how busy I am! Busy watching tv laaaa what else hahaha. KIDDING.

Classes have started, its already in the midst of autumn term (oh hello dark, cold and gloomy weather) and the workload is pilling up bit by bit. Also, I've been on a desperate hunt for new boots to keep my poor feet warm during winter!

I also had swine flu last weekend. Oh, it was horrible. I got admitted to the hospital last Sunday night but got discharged a few hours later and the reason was for a high heart rate and rising temp not because I was a suspect for swine flu which in fact, turned out positive wtf. So I spent a whole week at home eating my tamiflu which was free btw haha. Swine flu sucks! :( I was suppose to be in London this weekend but because of freaking swine flu I can't go. :( But other than that, life has been goooooood! :D I thought I better upload some random pics for entertainment haha kesiannya aku I have no proper new pics to upload also. My camera hasn't been used for a month now wtf.

Nah, this is Nikki on the plane when we flew to London. Haha so funny, she was the only one in the whole plane with a mask. We had the whole of the middle row to ourselves that flight so we had a glorious time spreading our legs (not in a kinky sexy manner pls) and enjoying 2 seats at one go. :D

This is my new room. New bed. New sheets. But this pic was taken like 2-3 weeks ago so the sheets are dirty now wtf I'll wash them this week la calm down. I love the posters! They're sooo niceeeeeeee!Yeah everything is pink even my dad said so. What to do, your daughter is a mad pink freak. :D

This is Nik and I at Saffrons. It was our housemate's bday! (ngareeee :D)

This is a retarded girl that stumbled across to our table and refused to leave. SHAMELESS. Retarded ppl nowadays so shameless hor. (yxt500 you look so cute don't worry I still love you :D) Haha. kidding, that's Youxinnnnnn that thinks putting 2 fingers like that in front of yr mouth with yr tongue sticking out is fine, normal and totally cool. -_-


Economics coursemates with Nik and I. :D

There, that's Ngare beside Youxin! Your bday was soooo long agooo man. -_-


Nah, my super fat boyf and yxt500. :D

Im rushing through this post because I need to get ready and head out to the pub for the Man Utd vs. Chelsea match NOW NOW NOW. K bye!

You know, I've never really been a fan of changes. Even if they were for the better! I just don't click with changes. We just never get along. To top it off, Im very slow when it comes to adjusting myself to changes. It takes me a while to adapt to the whole new situation, embrace it and then finally tell myself that I've once again adapted. Took a while but at least I made it.

I don't know how to face leaving home again. YES LA I AM A BABY! T_T
You can say all you want, how it's my 2nd time around and I should definitely know better. But pls, bear in mind that homeeee will alwayssss be homeeeee and no matter how many times you have to leave home, you'll be stuck with the same old sappy goodbyes and tears rolling down the cheeks while your heart aches as you hold yr luggage on the escalator going down to customs. I hate that feeling, where you know you just HAVE to go and there's ntg you can do about it. There's ntg that anyone can do too except stand at the side and watch you walk down and if you're daring enough, you'll look right up, right up at their faces and then a look that says "I'll see you soon, next yr."

Okay I blame it on my period for the total emoness I've been feeling these few days everytime I think of leaving home. Really, period makes me emo wtf. Oh and another thing is, I have fallen sick again! The last time I fell sick was 3 weeks ago ok wtf. This time though, I have completely lost my voice hence me sounding like a man and even the boyf's youngest brother can't recognize my voice anymore! T_T Also, I have a slight fever to go with it haihs. My throat hurts like a bitch!

I have also started packing tonight! Yes on a Saturday night! Since I had ntg to do, no where to go and I am voiceless wtf or rather I sound like a man and sometimes I just don't have any sound coming out of my mouth -_- I decided to pack! Okay, see packing and I don't click too! I have so much stuff to bring back and yet I only have 30kg worth of baggage allowance. Arghhhh srsly, I hate packing because it's the biggest bitch ever besides changes but trust me, packing is like my no.1 enemy ok! Haihs.

Actually to be honest, I am only blogging because Im so sick of packing and Im currently waiting for the boyf to come home and talk to me. Ok la not talk to me since I dont have much sound coming out from me wtf but to accompany meeeeeeeee on a Saturday night. :)

Breakfast with the parentals tmrw and then maybe lunch with the boyf. Ok boyf's backkk! :)

Busy Like A Beeeeeeeeee!

I can't believe I have not been updating..again! Im so lazy and I'll continue to be lazy until summer's over.

Another 2 more weeks being home before I fly back.
I'm going to miss home so damn much. When I first came back, I miss life at York so bloody much I wish I never had to come home for summer. Now, when I'm all used and well adjusted to home, I am not looking forward to going back to York.

Oh, don't get me wrong. I've got a great bunch in York and they're the ones keeping me alive but home is still home. :( The only thing I have to look forward to is that the boyf flies back on the 11th and will be in York on the 15th onwards until....don't know when wtf. Yay! :D

I've been terribly busy. I know I'm sorry I tend to turn down meet ups or make empty meet up promises! I am sooo terribly sorry and pls know that I feel so bad about it and I really try to make time but its soo damn difficult! I have so much to do and time is flying by even faster haihs. I have yet to do another round of meet ups before I go and I still haven't seen the one person I've been waiting to seeeeeee most of summer! ARGH!

Everyday I'm busy with errands to run, losing weight at the gym with my trainer, doing lunch/shopping/tea with mom and dinners with dad. Now that the boyf is back, less timee for myselfff BUT I'm NOT complaining! :D Hee heee.

This weekend is a busy one too! Tmrw I've got an open house to attend and Hock's father's bday to go to at night. On Sundayyy its family day as usual. Oh oh oh I've got myself a new cameraaaa, its pinkkk and the cover is pink too! I've taken loads of pictures but most of them are with the Yorkies and boyf in it cause I tend to take my camera out with them more heehee and snappp away! No photos until Im back in the UK though, connection is so muchhh faster there thats why!

Okay, Chuc just called on skype(I MISS YOU SO MUCH T_T) and now I have to layan the boyf before he sleeps.

Actually, I need my sleeeep now now now. :(

Being Home.

Hello. Yes, hello. Hello to those of you who still read, who still bothers to type in my web address to check for an update.

I've been home for 2 months already and haven't updated for thaaaaat longggg.
I've been up and about, don't you worry. :)
On weekdays Im busy trying to lose weight (hurr) and on weekends I try to have some me time besides accompanying mom and dad, skype-ing with the boyf and catching up with friends.

I love home. I love coming home. I love how there's a familiar smell whenever I'm home. I love the glorious yummy kickass food. I love being home.

I love the mamaks with their teh tarik and roti canai. I love nasi lemaks in the mornings and seafood for dinners. I love the occasional pan mee during lunch too. :)

I can't really remember what I've been doing exactly for the past 2 months so I'll start from the last weekend.

On Sunday morning, I drove to Melaka. YES I DROVE. I drove the Yorkies with me to have good old Malaccan food. We had chicken rice balls, ais kacang and cendol and the most talked about satay celup. In my opinion, I found it rather ordinary, ntg fantastic and ntg to shout about. Its just lok lok but with peanut sauce. Pls don't get me wrong, personal preference I guess cause Jas loved it to bits. :)

It was an awesome day!

This week has started off very slowly though. Finally get to spend some time at home watching tv and having the luxury to sit on big couches! Might do dinner with the Taylors ppl and Yorkies this week. :D

The good news is, my boyfriend flies home this Friday and arrives on Saturday!
I am thrilled to see him this weekend! Its been 2 months, love. :)

Is it just me or have I completely lost the touch of blogging? It's either I can't find the time or I'm too tired/lazy to do it. I've lost the will, the inspiration to blog. -_- OMG.

Haihs.

You.

Today is Graduation Day! Happy Graduation Day, you! :)
I wish I was there to witness the ceremony and everything! See you in your robe/gown wtf walking like a stoner up the stage and then you would like trip and fall or smth haha wtf kidding la omg. JOKE. :D Just in case u start curse knnccb in yr high pitch tone at me.
Yeah love you too wtf.

Aww biggg boy la nowww can go earn moneyyyyy wooooo. Eh don't forget ah who stuck around you during those hard cold sleepless stressfull nights. DONT FORGET wtf. IT WAS ME. wtf. *claim credit first wtf*

Okay another late bday post again. Hee hee.
This was on the 14th of July. Hock turned 22 like finally wtf. It took me a lot of planning ok to surprise this fat little bugger but on the first night I started planning the surprise he found out already wtf and it wasn't even my fault. So in the end, the only surprise was Choo coming from Sheffield! :D

This is the card I stayed up all night (no la until 5am wtf) to make from scratch! I watched FRIENDS too while I was doing it so maybe thats why it took so long wtf. Don't wanna show the other side cause thats where I wrote stuff on and after you all say I PDA la, cheesy la corny la. wtf damn defensive now.

To start it off, the day before we went to Leeds in the afternoon to do some shopping and then have dinner at Tong Palace for his bday.

Chilling at Starbucks because the shops all closed damn early like 5pm wtf.

FOOOOOODDDDD. CHINESE YUMMY FOOOOOOD. This is where I gained weight wtf.

Then Choo surprised him in Tong Palace! :D He wasss sooo happy srsly its like seeing your long lost good friend after years wtf. *drama* Chuc its like when I saw u in Dublin and London wtf. *emo/cheesy* Hahaha.

All of us at dinner except for Nikki. She was in....forgot. wtf haha.

We headed back to York after dinner but Hock and Choo didn't make it for the train. So the four of us went back first to get all the alco to 103 Constantine Avenue, Azlan's place. From the left: Nadia, Igne, Adam, Jit with his stupid face, myself and Hock. :) They were so nice to prepare finger food and cake for Hock. Hehhhh. :)

Happy Birthday Baby! :) You're old now so go earn some money wtf. :D

My bao bei, Youxinnnnnnn. :) I miss youuuu womansss. :(

Jenny, myself and Youxin.

Seriously Jit's face is everywhere!!!!!!!!! Melebih. -_- From left: Jas, Lips, myself (looking sasau wtf) and Jennyyy.

Jassss and Youxinnn

His two other girlfriends wtf ;)

Happy like hell. Sighhhh its been such a long time since I saw that big huge teethy grin of yours! Are you not happy wtf! *demanding*

With his boyfriend, Jenny.

Choooooooooo and Hock. :D

With Adam and Igne who baked a really really good coffee and cinnamon cake. Okay everyone knows how much I love cake right and when I say its good..ITS FUCKING GOOD. I ate 3 big slices!! *shy* Thats why got so few left for Azlan wtf. *shy* And Azlannnn came back from Shanghai that night itself with gifts for both Hock and I since our bdays were about 2 weeks apart. I got goood chinese tea and a cup with it too! *touched*

This was taken during dinner on his bday itself. We went to Wilde's, my favourite, highly recommended restaurant/bar in York. The food there is awesomeeee. Brother and I both found the place hidden inside those small streets. Omg I lovee the food there!

Yeah big boys. :D

My girlsssss :)

Hock and I. :) Only photo he smiled naturally for wtf.

Lipssss and I!

Okaayyyy Im going to stop here. Its me-time now.
Yup, just my Itunes, my book and me before the boyf starts to call.

Carolina Liar-When You Are Near

It Feels Like Home

So I have touched down safely and greeted my old man, paps with a big warm hug at the arrivals.
I sat in the car and already I feel like home.
I walk on the cold hard marble tiles and I tell myself, this is home.
My mom comes in and reminds me just how much weight I've gained for the past 9-10 months.
Boy, its beeen longggg.
I put the luggage on the floor and I lie on my bed. I could fall off to Dreamworld in a second with this bed, because it's my bed.
Nothing much has changed but you being in my life has.
Only one thing is missing, you. I can't wait till you come home, hug me tight and a light peck on the cheek before u whisper how much you've missed me.

I hope you'll fall in love with Paris as much as I did, baby.

La Rocca-Paris

Turning 20.

I am more than a month late with this post, I'M SORRYYYYY!
The thing is there were like 5 cameras? And waiting for each one to be uploaded onto FB and then getting a copy of it..took weeks haha and the last few weeks of term were all examsssss and examssss. On top of all that, I had to pack my 9 months worth of rubbish into 15 tiny boxes and get them into Youxin's and JY's room before leaving York last Friday.
Apart from the busy packing and revising for exams, we had to do our round of goodbyes too!
God, that was so emotional. I officially hate the end of Summer Term now.
Maybe it's just me and how I easily grow very attached to the people here.

I am in London nowww, flight's on the 8th at noon from Heathrow. Arriving at KLIA at 7.25am on the 9th. MADNESS. Haha.
I don't know why I don't feel very excited about going home.
I spoke to Eric ytd and he asked "you are looking forward to coming home right?" and I thought about it before replying, uhmm not really. :O:O

I mean I get it, the good food, the parents, the friends but I don't know WHY AM I SO WEIRD WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. *emo/panic* wtf haha. I think partly its because the boyf will be in the UK until august/sept for his graduation and travelling plans. Okay la also because I'm so scared to fly all alone by myself wtf. *shy*

So here I am, in my brother's flat all alone because brother went to work and so did Kwame. There's ntg on tv, I can't be arsed to repack my OVERWEIGHT luggage T_T because I have already repacked it at least 3 times and Im on my 2nd cup of coffee already. I don't how I have so much stuff even after I took out so much stuff and have ntg left to wear at home wtf. I can't even go shopping because I don't know how the hell Im going to bring it all the way home. -_-

I had such a wonderful weekend! The boyf's parents were in London so we all went out had dinner, sightsee and chill haha. His parents are reallyyyy nice, supportive and open minded! His mom gave me masks to wear on the plane home haha. But his dad said don't wear if nobody wear or you'll look funny wtf. HAHA. Brother on the other hand, keeps making fun of me wtf. "woo can your big fat eyes see the tiny clock on yr watch" WTF KOR DAMN MEAN. -_- Everytime I sleep in his room, I get whacked by pillows, poked on the face and get teased at even when Im sleeping. MELEBIH. -_- Okay la so I gained SO MUCH WEIGHT *shy* I am so fat now that you can srsly roll me haha. I think its funny wtf what do you want me to do gain also gain already lor and fat also fat already lor! I'll go home and go gym la wtf and dad said I need a personal trainer wtf. Every weekend when I get on skype with the whole family, everyone just makes fun of me wtf where is the loveeee.

So when you see me this week, all round and chubby just come pinch my cheeks la wtf. Oh and before the boyf got his degree, I prayed that if he did get at least a 2:1 I would be a vegetarian once a week, for a month. :D Haha I'll start laaaa when I go home wtf next week ok because he did get it! Im sooo happy srsly when he told me the news on the train I was like screaming in relief knowing how hard he worked and slaved for those finals. I am so prouddd of you! :) Aiyo looking at my suitcase with clothes and bags and shoes everywhere makes me so jelak to repack it. -_- wtf I was suppose to blog about turning 20 and now I digress so much haha. *shy*

Okay lets start with the night before at 12am, midnight ok?
I was on the way to the boyf's place when I received a call frommmm guess whoooo CHU CHIAN KOK. YES the bff all the way from home. Don't think she woke up early to wish me ok she woke up early to eat bkt in klang wtf. Then next on the line was KING LIANG ZHI. Kinggg I miss youuu Im so going to tell you loads of stories when I see youuu! Then the texts and calls came in from everywhere! Thankkk youuuu! Oh and those on FB too but I malas to reply everyone Im sorry Im lazy but what to do I am wtf.

Okay so I was on the way to boyf's place ma then upon arrival wtf I got my presenttt all wrapped up in a niceeee white and pink gift wrap with like dresses, shoes, bags on it omg so pretty! Tore it open like a big fat pig duhh haha and tadaaaa! Oh before attacking the present wtf there was a tiny little card on it with a message so sweet, my knees melt wtf. *thinking of Jit doing the "Oooh Azlan you melt my knees" HAHA damn funny when I think of it wtf. Lips and Nikki better respond wtf cause nobody will get it wan wtf.

I woke up at 10am on the day itself because I had a lecture and a seminar to work on. Got off class at 1.15 and headed to town to have coffee with boyf at Costa. The weather on that day was horrible! It was gloomy, FREAKING COLD, and rainy sigh. Perfect for a sit in and a big mug of coffee with endless love talking and snuggles on the couch. When the sun finally came out, we went to Toys R Us and Mcdonalds to buy toys and eat happy meals wtf to feel happy! Haha. He is such a kid I swear. Put him and Nikki together its like playland wtf the kids. We then had to rush home for dinner, my bday makan! :D Planned by the boyf!

Okay, the deal was there was going to be a surprise for me after dinner. I kinda knew it already because everyone was acting weird haha and acting like ntg is going to happen at all wtf. During dinner everyone was chit chatty and the food was good! We ate at La Tasca, had tapas! :) Then suddenly my key went missing wtf after the boyf took my clutch wtf and he was all like "No la where got wtf" Then I got so suspicious like wtf I NEVER LOSE IMPORTANT STUFF WAN OK like my keys, handphone, wallet. *touch wood* So okay la I gave up cause everyone was in denial of a missing key wtf. After dinner suddenly everyone said they all wanna go home and then say byebye wtf so I was like ok nvm. I knew smth was up...because THIS PPL NEVER EVER GO HOME EARLY wtf and always very kepoh wan. Then the boyf kept insisting we go for a pint at the pub and Im like wtf why so nice wan because there weren't any football matches anymore for the night, the Champions League was almost done and Chelsea wasn't in it boo.

After a while, the boyf said ok let's go home wtf and when we reached Halifax, I tried to run from him and he would chase after me HAHAH damn sohai confirm I know smth's up cause why would he chase me and stop me from going home...after my key was missing! So he made me go up to his place so he can use the bathroom -_- And when I needed to use it, he left the room and headed to my place. I still didn't know he was missing until I heard my cell ring and I was like woo who could it be! It was the boyf -_- "Hey baby Im going to your flat now for your surprise bday party moohahaha" WTF DAMN CIBAI. He spoilt it wtf although I kinda guessed it la wtf.

So when I went back to my kitchen, everyone was like SURPRISEEEEEE damn a lot of ppl man and I was like "Hey guys I know about it already, Hock spoilt it" hahahaa. Immediately everyone was like "aiyooo Hock" wtf. Haha. Okay la why I type like I tell grandma story wtf lazy wanna blog properly. -_- Pictures timeeee! I think the pictures are all jumbled up because I uploaded them from one camera after another hee hee.

Cutting the delicious birthday cake that came all the way from Nikki's local bakery in London. Poor thing had to carry this on the train and the cake was huge okayyy and Nikki's tiny wtf.

This is me at the pub with half a pint of some Strawberry beer yummsss. Yeah red already wtf because Hock ordered a bottle of wine for dinner as well. *shy*

Hello there, love. Thank you for letting me have the best bday ever with you! :)

The people at dinner, the rest couldn't come because they HAD to watch football wtf.

Lipssss! Thank you for being there to comfort me at times when I needed a girlfriend most to keep me sane and alive from all the emo moments. :)

Hock and Vish.

The crew preparing my flat's kitchen for the surprise!

The awesome bday cake *nomnomnom* I LOVE CAKE!!!

Henness, Nikki and Youxin hanging up the bday banner. :)

Upon arrival wtf :)

Making a wish after blowing out the candles!

Telling Lips that I don't want to drink shots when the shot glass is dusty wtf she kept asking me when do I want my next shotttt. -_-

The thing about bdays when we get older is that you have to drink drink drink. -_-

Thanks for the awesome bday cake Nikki. :) I know it was hard trouble carrying it from London to York and then finding space in the fridge to keep it. Heeee :)

To my favourite boy in the whole wide world, thank you for everything. For the patience and tolerance with dealing with me and for being half the mastermind of this awesome bdayyy bashh. :)

Sam, Jaslynn and Momo...the Fairfax ppl. :)

Yes baby, I know you love me more than I love cake *nomnomnom* *shy* :)

My girls! :)

My boy! :)

Changed to PJs after almost everyone left! Henness helped me clean everything up OMG THANK YOU he's soo good at it thank god for OCD ok? :D

Youxin and Lips.

Azlan and Hock.

Yeah thats me wtf.

I was the happiest bday girl! I had so much funnnnn! Thank guysss :)

Haha this pic looks funny, like Nikki's a mom or smth and Jenny's just sesat haha because Man Utd lost sighhh :(

Oooh! They hid presents everywhere and gave me clues to go find them! Like whenever Im nearing a spot which has my present they'll tell me "Yeah xr, its very hottt getting hotter to the present" wtf. So my first ever found gift was from Henness! He hid it in an egg box wtf. :D

I think this was me surprised by the amount of people who showed up! :) Goood company!

My girlfriendssssssss! I love you all. :)

Me, Lips, Nikki, Jenny and Henness.

The Malaysians. :) Nikki and Jas damn happy they were called into the pic hahaha. :D

The Singaporeans :)

Dan Lain-lain wtf. :D British, Romanian, Kenyan, Hong kong-er, Japanese!

With the Psychology ppl! :)

With my coursemates, the Economics ppl. :D

The Alcuin clan. :D

Next I found Jy's and Yx's hidden present for meeeee! Thank youuu! :)

Me, Lips and Nikki. :)

Another Malaysian shot from another camera. :D

Dan Lain lain wtf so many shots -_-

Henness, Youxin, Me, Momo. :)








The rest above were all the same shots but from different cameras! :) I couldn't decide which to put up so I put all wtf. Haha. The rest of the photos are all up on FB but I think they're all private?

Youxinnn my baobei, thank you so much for planning everything and for getting things done! Thank you for letting me have such an awesome bday! You're always there when I need you! You'll always be my baobei! :) I lup chooooo! You're on the plane back to Spore now and I miss you terribly. :(

Wtf blogging took me like 2 hours? -_-
Such a long post with pics and loads of words. O.O
I still have Hock's bday and uhm bbq pictures! Will update again soon prolly once I reach home cause I'll be busy repacking later ya allah and then tmrw I have a datee with the boyf who will be back from Oxford! Tmrw's my last day in the UK before I flyyyy. Howwww Im scared of flyingggg somebody comfort me wtf and dont only give me "-_-" wtf haha.

Oh and thanks everyone who gave me such a wonderful bday and for all the awesome presents! I loveeee youuu guys! :)

Maria Taylor-Cartoons and Forever Plans